Hard Truths

The thought reminded me we didn't have to be moved through like this. That the ride operator had designed this experience. And, yet, none of us were seething at them 

Looking at him earnestly, she emphasized, "The odds are very low, Sam. I am not willing to stay here at just any cost. I'm sorry. I know it must seem so selfish, --"

Hearing these words, having to own my proximity to them as a citizen of this country, I wonder what it means for my identity as an American.

"His words in regards to my friend were so vile. I wanted nothing to do with him. I was heartbroken, I was enraged,...

As children death seems the worst kind of loss, yet I have discovered mourning the living a pain much more acute. 

Whatever anger must have led to the exchange, I do not see it reflected in his eyes now, ten or more years later. I wonder aloud if he ever wishes he had handled it differently.